I know you probably won’t be reading this anytime soon. But hopefully at some point you will. I’m not gonna say we were best friends. Because we weren’t and I’m not going to make a post about how much you meant to me because honestly, we grew apart in the past year and a half. But there was a point in my life when we were really close, and how I considered you one of my very good friends. Although there was a time when I was mad at you, and no longer wanted to speak to you, I learned to forgive because I knew I was not going to be able to live with grudges in my heart. All I want to say is that I’m sorry for blowing you off when you wanted to hang out with me. And I’m sorry for letting our friendship slowly die. I don’t know everything that happened, but what I do know is that you will make it through this, you have to. God cannot be selfish with you right now. He just can’t. There are so many people who love you, he just can’t be selfish. You really are an amazing person with the biggest heart in the world. I’ve told you that before, I’m sure you remember, but I’m so sorry this had to happen to you, you didn’t deserve it. You will be in my prayers every night, and day, and for as long as I live. I love you.